(EDITOR'S
NOTE: The 40th anniversary of Woodstock was significant for
millions of people – but perhaps none moreso than Michael
and Sam Shrieve. As the great young drummer for Santana,
Michael's solo on "Soul Sacrifice," edited for film by a
young Martin Scorsese (which Michael only learned earlier in
2010), became the most-watched drum solo in history, thanks
to the Woodstock movie that immortalized the festival and
its performers. Forty years later, in May 2009, Sam Shrieve
released his debut CD,
Bittersweet Lullabies. When
the Woodstock anniversary came around, Sam Shrieve was
almost exactly the same age (20) as his father when the
latter made musical history. Sometimes, great literature
appears through letters. So does great love and admiration.
To preserve the intimacy and spirit of these letters, we run
them verbatim. It also leads to Sam Shrieve's lyrics to two
of his songs from Bittersweet Lullabies.)
Saturday,
August 15, 2009
Woodstock
Today is a special day. Forty years ago, the legendary music
festival Woodstock took place. It is well known that I have
an especially personal bond with this event due to the fact
that it runs in my blood. Perhaps it's because of the
massive press that has been surrounding the anniversary as
of late, or perhaps the fact that I am now, the exact same
age my father was when he performed at Woodstock (give or
take 100 days). Whatever it may be, I can't help but notice
intense similarities, be it the desire for change or the
restlessness of my youth, between us.
The predicament in which every musical artist finds
themselves is simple, and is as follows: as a musician, you
want to reach as many people as you can. However, as an
artist, you want to impact culture as deeply as possible.
People have said time and time again that these two are
simply not destined to go hand in hand. Others state that it
has been done, by bands like The Beatles and Rolling Stones,
along with solo acts such as Bob Dylan and Jimi Hendrix.
These people left their mark in the record books and changed
both the world of music and the society we live in to be
what it is today...for better or for worse.
That being said, Woodstock was different, it was something
rare and special, something the likes of which had yet to be
seen. It was 1969, and fire and brimstone seemed to plague
the Earth. The previous year, political, and some would even
say spiritual, leaders Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. and Robert
F. Kennedy had been assassinated. The Vietnam War had
sparked outrage with the young people and created a constant
sense of fear and anguish among them. But it was within
these three days, that this generation, as it has been so
eloquently put, "got to do things their way." It was here
and now, that 500,000 people were in the audience, and in
the midst of the most culturally significant moment in their
generation's history, a perfect union.
My father performed on the second day of peace and music,
making his mark in what has now become one of the most
historic gatherings of people on record. Though at the time
they had no idea, everyone from the performers, to the
attendees, and even the farmers were playing a part in what
would become one of the most culturally significant moments
in our nation's history. Be it a stroke of luck, or the
broad brushstroke of fate itself, a virtually unknown band
out of the Bay Area named "Santana" played in front of a
crowd that had grown to be half-a-million strong. My father
among them, armed with little experience of "rock stardom",
and a small jazz drum kit he had recently purchased, gave
what has now become known as one of the greatest drum solos
in music history. He was the youngest performer at the
festival, and in truth, looked more like one of the kids in
the audience than a rock star. It may be that very reason
that people watched him with this drooling look of burning
desire, all wondering how he made the leap and jumped the
fence between the watchers and the performers.
I have been told time and time again how people have been
moved emotionally, to the point of tears by the solo he
performed, and how to this day, they've yet been able to see
anyone top it. It's always after this that they pull me
aside and tell me that I should know just how lucky I am to
have him as my father, my friend, and my mentor. Once again,
they are right.
Your Son,
Sam
* * *
Sam,
It's so beautiful for you to share your view of this and for
me to be able to experience it through your eyes, your
thoughts, and the wisdom beyond your years. Now that you are
basically the same age as I was when I experienced
Woodstock, I can only imagine that it holds more meaning for
you than it ever has before. And who would have known that
40 years later that it hold such deep meaning for so many
people.
In all honesty, it has been a real surprise for me. But the
most amazing thing for me after all these years, is exactly
that. I suppose everyone that was there has a story that
they've told a million times by now, but I haven't heard
them, and that seems to be what I'm enjoying the most on
this round. That, and reading Michael Lang's book, and
others as well, about what went on behind the scenes of
Woodstock. Now THAT is an amazing story! Having performed
there, and being in the film, has changed my life forever,
of course. But I've always looked at it from my own small
point of view, and now hearing the stories of the people
that made it happen, and the people that were in the
audience holds a special meaning and adds a whole new
dimension to my experience of it. And still, the responses
and notes that I'm receiving from people all over the world
in regards to my solo on "Soul Sacrifice" and what it means
or meant to them are just amazing and gratifying to say the
least, but also very humbling.
You very much know me as a person and a musician that does
not live in the past. I try to always move forward and
explore new music and sounds and musical situations, and
it's been the great joy in my life to have been able to do
this together with you as well.
And now,
when I play YOUR music for people and friends and they are
so moved by your songs and your voice, that's when they pull
me aside and tell me that I should know just how lucky I am
to have you as my son, and how lucky and blessed we are to
be able to share this love of music together as father and
son. And I smile and tell them, "Thank you, yes, you are
absolutely right"
But you see, I do know this already, and I am constantly
grateful for all the things we share, and all beautiful
things you are and that you are unfolding into and becoming.
And I just want to say, Thank you Sam.
I love you,
Dad
SAM SHRIEVE
I’m Gonna Be Alright
I’ve been getting dizzy
From dancing in the dark
Straightening up my tie
As it all falls apart
It feels like the end
As time plays a thief
Again, and again
And I just pretend
That I’m gonna be alright
I wake up in a sweat
Soaked to the bone
My body’s on fire
From sleeping alone
And it burns to the core
‘Cause I’ve tasted this brand
Of lonely before
But I don’t drink anymore
So I’m gonna be alright
I got twenty years
Running through my head
I’ve got nothing left
And nothing left to forget
So I sit here in the company
Of things I should have said
But I have no regrets
‘Cause I’m gonna be alright
I’ve raised my fist in anger
And cursed the gods above
I’ve put myself in danger
And lost myself in love
But lately it seems
That I’ve been burning bridges
Just to feel the heat
But I still believe
That I’m gonna be alright |
Tales From Dreams Incarnate
I was conceived in heated
Highways late July
Upon the alabaster stones
Beneath the Californian sky
And it was there I learned of
Fantasies and lies
Where I once seduced by melodies
In cold disguise
A game which I despise
And in the midst of all the mess
And all the noise
I made a failed attempt speak
With a timid trembling voice
So I collapsed beneath the weight
Of my own choice
If I’m to see tomorrow
In a state of peace and joy
Then feel free to rejoice
Now I know
I’ve been a young man too long
Spending my days
Sitting, singing songs
Pretending nothing’s wrong
I was a young man when
My preacher came to me
Said son I know at times I know it’s hard
But we need you to believe
And so I clasped my hands
And fell right to my knees
If praying makes
A good man won’t somebody
Teach me please?
They say it’s all you need
Now I know
I’ve been a young man too long
Spending my days
Sitting, singing songs
Pretending nothing’s wrong
So as the time goes by
And seasons start to change
The world around me takes a turn
Into shades of blue and beige
And I’m convinced
My friends and foes are all deranged
And I’m to plead insanity
For nothing in exchange
While my world is rearranged
Now I know
I’ve been a young man too long
Spending my days
Sitting, singing songs
Pretending nothing’s wrong |